SICK (Lyrics)

© John Cologon 2019

I’m sick of sleeping, waking, sick of being on my own
Sick of other people, sick of everything I’ve known
Subterranean contentment: on the surface I’m depressed
I’m hassled, tired, sleepless hungry, fed up and obsessed

Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick

Sick of smoking cigarettes, sick of eating food
Sick of talking nicely, sick of being rude
Sick of doing nothing, sick of pushing on
Sick of being right, sick of going wrong
Sick of love and loving, sick of pointless hate
Sick of punctuality, sick of being late
Sick of clockwork ticking, organised insane
Disorganisation wears away my brain

Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick

Sick of thought and thinking, conversation too
Dreaming and believing – is nothing ever true?
Sick of lasting friendship, sick of lack of friends
Sick of being tied down, broken when it ends

Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick

Sick of barren freedom, insomnia and pain
Living in the gutter, dying in the drain
Sick of false illusions – sicker of what’s true
Sick of people running, cling to loving you

Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick

© John Cologon 2019

Lyrics to other songs by John Cologon from the album "Reality?"

Track 01: This World Today - [Lyrics]

Track 02: Sick - [Lyrics]

Track 03: Trap - [Lyrics]

Track 04: Computers Can't Feel - [Lyrics]

Track 05: Wage Slaves - [Lyrics]

Track 06: Art of Deception - [Lyrics]

Track 07: Living in a Fake World - [Lyrics]

Track 08: Fly Against the Wind - [Lyrics]

Track 09: You Need Somebody to Love - [Lyrics]

Track 10: Survivor - [Lyrics]

Track 11: Within the Stillness - [Lyrics]

Track 12: Mandala - [Lyrics]

Track 13: Let It Shine - [Lyrics]

Track 14: Let's Grow Together - [Lyrics]